I sit and wait in my desolate hole
To try to find what is not there
The one thing I miss is your sweet smile
The one that would never let me die
I miss my heart for it is gone
And now I must wait here for the dawn
I fear that I'm no good
Even as a friend
I feel my heart breaking
Too much to mend
My silent sorrow
Oh how it eats at me
I sit in the room of despair
And watch you daily
I know it is odd and I know it is rare
But you are my flower
Of love and despair
Oh my sweet gem why must you hurt me so
All I wish to know
Is "am I not the knight to save you?"
I sit here and wait until this fake angle dies
And when it goes away
My suffering might end
Until another angel comes
Oh God don't let that day come.









